depressed journal #3

With passing time you realize your value. Every moment lets you realize how hard it is to survive without work. Your parents, friends and everyone else start to lose hope on you and gradually become the subject of discussion and mockery. Your parents for whom you have high thoughts and respect you realize that it really doesn’t matter to them… now that you’re jobless you are a burden and you have to be shunted soon as possible. Wow. That’s the hard truth of life… for them you think hundred and one times whether to take the leap or not and they just casually expose their heart without even realizing your feelings. Life is a brute but now it has turned into a bitch…. and the way is shut…